_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ are really sentimental and emotional

& and it's freaking me out!

god bless

iShifted :D

YELLOOW!
guess im quitting blogspot? :/
tumblr gives me more affinity(thus my link! xD)

i'll still read blogs of my friends.
can't miss out those writers aight? ;)
take care!

xoxo

oh oh oh!

:)

GS got GUTS!
yay! xD xD
too see the video, visit felicia soo's facebook!
;)

Facebook (Places app)

now that i have detached myself from facebook (for real), this is something that i genuinely hope to experience once I've escaped from the bars of examination; if the application is exposed to Malaysia :D

P/S: EGGGGGGGGGGGs! gambateh :)

the M word

how i wish that materialism is not a sin (to me) and that it is okay to be overly concerned with material possessions as long as you are affluent and if you have money to spare even after paying for all your monthly bills and philanthropic donations.

clockwise from L: suzuki swift, cute pet dog, macbook, iphone, all the dance classes,
digital SLR, flawless body that can fit into almost anything
**these are not materials but they're something that I zealously wantt!


& yes, it's time to sing the billionaire song now,
"I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad,
buy all of the things i never had...."

MY LIFE FOR NOW, IS SCHEDULED AS FOLLOW:

1 month time= SPM TRIALS
2 months time= graduation/pre-u interviews
3 months time= FOR REAL, IT'S GONNA BE SPM
4 months time= PROM PROM PROM PROM!!! AHH
5 months time= SATs, maybe?

i cant wait for every event to happen so that the next event which I very much look forward to can prevail at a faster rate! xD

9th august :)

it was the annual charity event, BSMM+SJAM had their joint blood drive held in the SMKDU hall. i would like to say that I am so very proud of my fellow form 5 friends who spared 1 pint of their blood (which meant almost like the whole world to them) for charity. you guys can CLAIM your hero/heroin title. really deserve it! especially to the BSMM gang, namely BAN JOO, GUAN SHAN, SHAO WEN, ANISA, no words can express how happy I am for you guys to have the courage to do such philanthropy! really, true warriors of humanity, who can beat that? despite the fact that a few of my friends and I who wanted to donate blood but failed for reasons such as underage, abnormal blood condition or merely piercing within the last 6 months(hahahaaa beng oh beng) let's not lose hope. we shall attempt it again next year!



some time back about 2 months ago, Yi Jean came to school very happily and introduced me a very captivating book, "The Last Song" written by Nicholas Sparks. just yesterday, Hash lent me the movie. all i can say is, if you wanna feel loved, read the book. if you wanna feel the excitement every time when there is a spark in the story, read the book. if you wanna feel the way the author pens down his fascinating imagination of a romance story that catches you off guard , read the book. if you wanna know how amazing Nicholas Sparks is, just read the damn book. however, if you wanna see and witness how HOT Liam Hemsworth is, watch the movie! I did, and I find him better as a character in the movie than in real life- an immediate research on Liam and Miley right after the movie ;) ;) hahaahaa..

on another note, i'm pretty sad that we didn't get to talk. i really wanted to know you more, rather than just noticing your charm from far. the shades you put on, was hard to determine where you placed your eyes, though the direction you were looking at was where I thought it should be.

a bit emo after watching the last song. it's like love is so felt in the movie.

"nobody is perfect. every one makes mistakes. you just have to forgive and move forward.

defining my dream

... i just could not have enough. the fact that I am amazingly inspired to pursue my higher education in the United States has thee priority forward than everything else. the thought of studying for SAT is more important than SPM, the thought of common application to universities in the united states is far more exciting than applying for Pre-u in Malaysia.

true enough, it was mind-baffling at first. knowing that there are so many things to take into consideration, hectic procedures to endure and make-it or break-it luck to uncover, i still feel the drive to strive. strive to win a seat in any of the designated Liberal Arts Collge, mainly colleges that focus my endeavoring subjects such as food science, performing arts and more (to be discovered)!

one factor that captures my attention is the extra-curricular activities in America. it seems to me very overwhelming and unusual. even things like Fraternities and Sororities were mentioned. okay, let's just not get too far :P

yes, it's the feeling of unambiguous enthusiasm. something that i can only ponder for a moment and only get started two years later (after my SPM, and after my A-Levels). however, if there is a possible alternate route or short-cut to study in the US, i will swim through the storms and fight against the lemming to get that opportunity.

this is life. just the beginning of it. who says it was ever easy?

i would like to end today's post with a quotation recited by my best friend, who happens to be the ex-president of my school's counselling board, yi jean :) :)
errr wait.. 'twas too long and i couldn't recall it. gimme the quote tomorrow jean! i like it alot :D

alright my friends of warriors-YI JEAN AND ANISA, let's make our US education dream come true. let's one day be on stage like the facilitators who were inspiring, people-envy-and-wanna-become-like-you and CHARMING! ahahaahaa. and let's have our names, e-mails and quotations printed on the white booklet that we received from the past workshops.

DISCLAIMER: GO MR.A!! you are so awesome :) every time i look at you, i can't stop but drool and drool and drool and fictionally think if you are still single or not.

heh.. i'm deceptively kidding.
xoxo